surprise, surprise

the results were out

I wasn't nervous.
hey, seriously.
maybe because i 'sedar diri'. or maybe i was never interested in biotechnology anyway. i mean, i love English, Shakespeare and all, and i didn't think Shakespeare was interested in cells and respirations, or inertia and momentums, nor sodium chloride is actually a salt either.

ps: maybe he was interested, again, pardon me for my ignorance.

But the important thing was, i didn't. seriously. so i checked the jpa website. sorry, 91012011-**-***, you fail!!! Oh. So I... okay, i didnt feel anything. no tears. nothing. just... numb. i didnt care, right?

and i moved on, again.

until i got a letter. an invitation for an interview. under mara. monday. 3.00pm. biotechnology. oh. there must be a mistake. i mean, maybe someone else have the same name and live at the same address. then somebody told me,
"you idiot, cek kat web mara la, bukan jpa. kau kn mntak mara!"

oh. right.
just a goofy mistake.
after all, nobody's perfect.