the rudity of rudeness

i ne'er meant ter b rude. really. i'm generally nt a rude prson.


well. i dont. its just- u know the feeling when u feel annoyed but u hav to keep mum purely out of respect? well i feel that everytme i enter the surau in u know, wherever- be it a shopping complex , R&R, or any other public places. i complained to sum1 n that sum1 bashed me bck saying i hav no respect towards ppl who pray.

now i dont care. i'm going to say it anyway.

i'm teribly annoyed when...

1. Ppl leave the door open

• Unless the authority has invented a magic shield from the wandering eyes of the outsiders while we, scarfless, rolled our pants to our knee and terbongkok2 ambil wudhu', then u r free to leave the door open. O course, i understand u r too concerned about the airy system and the room might get stuffy. i understand that your hands r fully occupied with all the stuff on sale. I truly undrstand, i'm a girl too. u have your own reasons. it wud b absolutely ridiculous to think that u r simply too LAZY to shut the door bhind u.

2. Ppl telling stories for all to hear

• Yes, it was delightful to hear that Cik A is finally getting married, and oh-i-couldnt-believe-it that B***H C stabbed back her own friends, while it was enthralling to know how good the food are downstairs just at the corner, and oh my GOD i too, cant blive that youngsters nowadays r so bold n rebellious. i undrstand u wan to share this with everybody, not just with ur friends whom u were all sitting in a corner buzzing away, even busier that bumble bee. bt some of us r here to pray, oh, dont wory, we cn always log on to the itrnet to catch up with the latest story. it was nice of u to share, thank u.

3. Ppl who do not put their hp in silent mode.......n answer it when it rings

• U r a busy woman, afterall. The world wud definitely stop spinning if u miss to answer this 1 very2 important call. I respect that.
  

4. Ppl who spend most of their life in front of the very2 small mirror in surau

• It is vital to wear that blusher and mascara and the eyeliner and the lippy. not to mention to make sure your tudung is perfectly curved even though it'll take you half of your life. i mean, hello... it's your apperance rite, and nothing matters more, even those who are queueing bhind u, jamming the already crowded surau. wat? no way, why bother doing this in the toilet when there's a mirror here?

oh, and Aqma wud b so swelling with pride of me when she read this.

am NOT

STAY AWAY FROM ME

I BITE

I'M MISERABLE

COME NEAR ME AND I'LL HIT YOU

GOOD. GO FAR-FAR AWAY.

PRETEND YOU NEVER SEE ME. CLOSE YOUR EYES.




LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO
WHEN I CAN'T AFFORD TO HAVE YOU




AND IF YOU EVER SEE ME AGAIN,
CRY ALL YOU WANT
BEG ALL YOU WANT



YOU NEED ME




YOU WANT ME



I DON'T WANT YOU




NEVER WILL
(oh ok, that's a lie)

I WILL BECOME STRONGER
TO SHUN YOU
TO RESIST YOU
TO STAY AWAY
AND TO BE ABLE TO SAY "I DON'T NEED YOU. YOU ARE NOT THE ESSENTIALS OF LIFE"

AND DARN YOU BETTER DO THE SAME
(except the last part. i AM essential of life)

this post is dedicated to;

hal drama pulak

aku dpt watak launcelot gobbo n salerio. costume apekah patot aku pakaaaiiii????

launcelot gobbo--
-servant
-pmalas
-gile2, klaka ala2 clown
-kuat tdo
-kuat mkn

salerio
-middle-class
-tah
-xpnting pon


ksimpulan: jd diri sndiri paling baik

oh abg sonnet

"shakespeare ni mmg wujud utk nyusahkn kite semua la.." (haikal,2008)

memory check

i nvr thot i wud c add math again!

we had already bid g'bye and sayonara. we had had fun, and hard times tgether. more like, migraine times 2gether. i was so hapy to leave.

suddnly..

"nani, ajar saye add math"
"ha? haha!"

oh. rupenye bukan lawak.

f(x)= 2x + 8
g(x)=5x

fg(x)= 10x + 8

EHHHHH. not bad eh.

sweet nostalgic moments with an old friend- add math

hal twilight twinkie twinkie

WARNING
if you are a big fan of the twilight series, SKIP this.

First of all, i didnt read the book, just watched the movie.
here's my comment.

Edward Cullen and his family are BORING vampires. They are 'vegetarian', dull, goody-goody,play baseball during thunderstorms and what's with Edward so dazzling (literally) in the sunlight? Edward is too 'mellow' as a vampire. Looks like vampire has really changed throughout centuries. they r supposed to be all dark and batty n frightening, not sparkle in the sunlight. i suggest you to watch old classic romantic vampire film. edward Cullen is too safe (compared to other vampires, not to other human). and the story is just about bella n eddy, eddy n bella, and a lil bit convincing action in the end. I do wish edward will be with someone more cheery and lively, because he himself is already dead.

and yeah, so robert pattinson is ridiculously good-looking. maybe thats the reason the movie was watched repeatedly by my teenage girl-friends. But I'm more into stories and characters, i dont care if the hero is an old batty looking vampire. --more the reason for faris to call me makcik tua. Say "Yeeeessshh" to faris.


who am i to judge? it's just one's opinion. dont b hard on me, i did warn ya, eh?

terima kasih uncle X

Saye ade seorang uncle. Namanya Uncle X (bukan nama sebenar). Kenapa brcerita ttg Uncle X?

Uncle X;
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Seorang yg agak popular dlm kalangan anak2 buah nya. Berjaya dlm pekerjaannya. Mempunyai sebuah rumah yg besar lah jugak, serta anak2 yg cntik dn hensem (pmpuan dn laki respectively). Umur mungkin 40-an, tp mukanya boleh tahan (haha, uncle sndiri ni, tp dr sgi pndgn sorg pmpuan, hnsem kottttt..) anak2 nya cerdik pandai juga. Yg 1st arkitek. 2nd sains aktuari. 3rd n 4th study lg.

Tp nmpknya Uncle X sgt bminat mmbuat teknik soal siasat trhadap sy yg mgambil bidang perguruan ni. Tiap kali sy duduk berhampiran dgn dia, mulalah dia buka bab2 ideologinya, perihal komunis, ulama'2 dan hal perdana menteri. entah kenapa jarang sekali dia berbicara hal2 normal yg slalu dia borak dgn riangnya dgn sepupu2 sy yg laen. Dia akn mengasak sy dgn soalan psikonya, dn sy hanyalah budak setaun jagung, payah benar nak mengalah kn hujahnya yg sudah byk mkn garam. antara debat uncle X dn ank buahnya yg biasa ini adelah hal keikhlasan seorg guru. soalannya, kalau seorg ini diberi cukup mkn pki belanja, tp x diberi wang gaji, maukah dia mnjdi seorg guru? lalu jwb sy, guru yg ikhlas bgimana pun, ttp perlu meneruskn hidup, ttp mau bekeluarga.n dia dgn pantasnya menggeleng dn menyembur hujah2 bak seorang ahli parlimen. sy pula umpama anak kecil menggaru2 kepala tika seorang pelancong asing bertanya jalan dalam bahasa jerman. Kata Uncle x, pegangan seorang anak kecil bermula dari guru sekolah rendahnya. Jika ideologi komunis yg ditanam dlm anak itu, mka komunis lah yg tersemat dlm dadanya. Saya hanya termangu2, kerana sejujurnya sy sudah lupa pun siapaakh guru sekolah rendah sy. adela juga seorang dua yg tersemat dlm ingatan, tp hal2 lain byk sudah yg sy lupa. barangkali sejarah hidup Uncle X tika di sekolah rendah penuh dgn asam masin dn kerepek ubi kehidupan.

sudah sy sebut dlm post sblum ini, sy sudah yakin jln yg sy pilih, tp sy masih belum mmpunyai smangat jati diri sorang guru sejati. masih mncari haluan, msih terkapai2. sedar x sedar, tiap kali akal mati dan kpala buntu utk mbantut hujah uncle X, sy tlh mengutip byk falsafah kehidupan guru. sy pnya berharap sy dpt posting di tmpat bandar, at least kalau bukan di bndar metropolitan KL. Uncle X meluahkn rse respek nya pd guru yg volunteer minta d tmpat hulu, terasing dn nun d pedalaman.Kata sy, output perngorbanan guru itu mungkin kcil cuma, krana kbnykn anak muda orang asli akn mengikut jejak langkah ibu bapa masing2. bkerja dgn alam bg menyara kehidupan. Uncle X cuma berkata "let them be, but give them a chance for an education, and let them choose"
ktika sy terkesima mncri idea lalu mbuka bab baru ttg satu persoalan, yg mana lg pnting, 'keihlasan ttp output sedikit; atau usaha tnpa kesukaan, ttp mghasilkan result yg significant.
maka dia menjawab, usahlah mnjd guru jika tiada bakat di situ, baginya guru bukan lilin, tapi umpama pintu atau jambatan ke Dunia Baru (bukan cerita kat tv3). Kata uncle X

"Everybody, whether is black or white, from a rural or advancing country, has a right for an education. Everyone. and the pleasure will be in the teacher, in introducing another different worlds they have not known of."

satu lg yg pasti sy ingat smpi bila2,

"Life is about making a difference. kalau x, x guna la kita hidup dlm dunia ni. dn dpt introducing dunia baru pd anak2 yg d tmpt terpencil tu, is a big damn difference we can make. "


sungguhpun sy sering kdg2 mlarikan diri dr uncle X krn gusar ditnya soalan plik2 dn pnuh falsafah, dn sungguhpun kdg2 sy melihat dr jauh dgn rse jeles melihat spupu2 lain bercakp dgn dia ttg hal2 ringan dn kosong smbil tertawa riang, sy rse puas, dn juga xpuas, sbb dlm hidop ni, sy xprnah bawa ape2 difference yg significant. Lenggok bhs sy bgini dlm post ini adalh satu penghargaan pd Uncle X yg brckp lenggok sbgini bila brckp dgn sy.. stuff like;

"adalah satu kebanggaan sekiranya... blah4", instead of "oi, awk dh mkn?"

post ni adelah satu reminder utksy sbnarnye, sbb sy sgt mudah lupe.

Credits to Uncle X.




ps: aku xkate pong aku nak g pdalaman lg.. takot doh ular liar.